Topic: Grief

Grief comes up in 11 chapters across 11 episodes of The Higherside Chats Free Show, from October 2019 to September 2026.

October 2019 September 2026

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The Best Of Gordon White On THC: Remembering The Dark Prince of Chaos Magic
• 23:07 - 26:38

The Best Of Gordon White On THC: Remembering The Dark Prince of Chaos Magic

Synchronicities and Personal Loss Following White's Death

Several synchronicities are noted following Gordon White's death, including a humorous ad placement on a tweet by Miguel Connor and a significant meteor sighting over Tasmania on May 10th. The host reflects on the personal impact of the loss, noting that life feels less humorous and that he has lost a peer who understood the unique nature of his work. He also mentions a "content not available" shirt he wore during both his father's and White's deaths.

Kurt Metzger | Roasting The Critics, Monarch Ritual Trauma, & The Noahide Techno-state
• 1:06:05 - 1:08:41

Kurt Metzger | Roasting The Critics, Monarch Ritual Trauma, & The Noahide Techno-state

Gordon White Tribute and Christian Critic Backlash

Greg Carlwood addresses a recent Twitter controversy following the death of his friend Gordon White. He expresses frustration with "anonymous Christian" accounts that posted hateful comments about White's lifestyle and occult interests. Carlwood defends White as a "shamanic healer" who built a positive community, contrasting his behavior with the "moral superiority" of his online critics.

Matthew J. Bell | Bankers Trust, Nicholas Roerich, & The Mystic Stone From Sirius
• 1:28:24 - 1:30:51

Matthew J. Bell | Bankers Trust, Nicholas Roerich, & The Mystic Stone From Sirius

Kidney Stone Surgery, Grief Processing and Energetic Manifestation

The host shares a personal update regarding upcoming surgery to remove a 9mm kidney stone. From an Eastern medicine perspective, such stones are often viewed as physical manifestations of "stuck energy" or unprocessed grief. The host reflects on the recent loss of his father and a close friend, questioning how to effectively process emotional trauma to prevent future physical ailments.

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Dr. Tom Cowan | Natural Health, Water, & Sorcery As Modern Medicine
• 50:51 - 53:13

Dr. Tom Cowan | Natural Health, Water, & Sorcery As Modern Medicine

Reflections on Alternative Medicine and Personal Loss

Following the interview, the host reflects on the personal impact of Dr. Tom Cowan's work, noting that his father died of cancer and a close friend died of a heart attack. He expresses the emotional difficulty of discussing these topics when the stakes involve real-world pain and loss.

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Todd Elliott | The Cunning Farmer: Magical Timing, Ritual Practice, & Land Spirits
• 1:06:33 - 1:10:25

Todd Elliott | The Cunning Farmer: Magical Timing, Ritual Practice, & Land Spirits

Production Quality and the Legacy of Gordon White

Greg Carlwood reflects on the high production quality of Elliott's book compared to typical self-published works. He shares a bittersweet sentiment regarding the late Gordon White, noting that this specific topic was "squarely in his wheelhouse." Carlwood discusses his own renewed interest in the history of magic following White's death and the difficulty of experiencing things his late father and friend would have enjoyed.

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Dr. Heather Lynn | Censoring Human Origins, Magic, Baphomet, & The Academic Blockade
• 1:08:22 - 1:11:02

Dr. Heather Lynn | Censoring Human Origins, Magic, Baphomet, & The Academic Blockade

Family Relationships and the Futility of Political Investment

The death of the host's father shortly before the election prompted a reflection on the futility of emotional investment in politics. Time spent on political arguments is viewed as wasted compared to practical pursuits like permaculture or spending time with family. The host argues that family relationships are too important to sacrifice over hypothetical political scenarios and mind control propaganda.

Shannon Taggart | Spiritualist History, Seance Photography, & Ectoplasm
• 1:07:14 - 1:11:18

Shannon Taggart | Spiritualist History, Seance Photography, & Ectoplasm

Personal Reflections on Grief and the Death of Jim Willis

The host reflects on the recent death of his father and the logistical challenges of being an only child during a period of grieving. He notes the "eerie synchronicity" of releasing a spiritualism-themed episode shortly after his father's passing and the subsequent death of previous guest Jim Willis. The host shares personal details about his father's 75th birthday and his daughter's realization of the loss. He expresses appreciation for the support from the listener community and reflects on the value of physical books in a digital era.

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Jim Willis | Entangled Spirit Beings, Unseen Energy, Ancient Technology, & The Conspiracy of Silence
• 1:07:24 - 1:10:47

Jim Willis | Entangled Spirit Beings, Unseen Energy, Ancient Technology, & The Conspiracy of Silence

Personal Update on the Passing of the Host's Father

The host shares the personal news of his father's recent passing at age 75 following a battle with melanoma that spread to the brain. He describes the transition from the hospital to home hospice care and the logistical challenges of managing his father's estate as an only child. Despite the loss, the host expresses gratitude for his father's healthy years and the opportunity for him to meet his grandchildren and see his son's professional success.

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George Wiseman | AquaCure Updates, Alternative Energy, Alchemy, & The Collective
• 15:09 - 16:43

George Wiseman | AquaCure Updates, Alternative Energy, Alchemy, & The Collective

Libido Recovery and Personal Life of George Wiseman

George Wiseman shares a personal anecdote about how inhaling Browns Gas helped him recover his libido and will to live following the death of his first wife. This physical recovery led him to remarry and find a new lease on life. He views his work with the AquaCure as a mission given to him by God, fueled by the passion he gained through his late wife's struggle.

Kerry Rhodes & Farzin Toussi | The Medicine: Ayahuasca, Spirit Contact, & Shamanic Healing
• 43:04 - 45:36

Kerry Rhodes & Farzin Toussi | The Medicine: Ayahuasca, Spirit Contact, & Shamanic Healing

Spirit Communication, Reconciling Loss of Parents

Farzan Toosi shares stories of spirit communication during ayahuasca ceremonies, including his wife's experience contacting her deceased father and Toosi's own father. Despite his initial skepticism as a reality television producer, Toosi found the accounts compelling enough to seek his own connection. He discusses the brew as a tool for reconciling long-held grief and finding peace with the passing of loved ones.

Eileen Day McKusick | Biofield Tuning, The Electric Universe, & Ether Physics
• 49:14 - 52:13

Eileen Day McKusick | Biofield Tuning, The Electric Universe, & Ether Physics

Non-Verbal Witnessing, Emotional Nuance in Sound

The language of the tuning forks reveals nuances of emotion—such as the difference between melancholy and deep grief—that words often fail to capture. By "dropping the needle" on the soundtrack of a person's life, a practitioner can witness deep trauma or pain without the need for verbal explanation. This act of non-verbal witnessing is described as a profound form of healing that allows the subject to feel truly heard and seen.

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