1:23:41 Well, I'm glad that you were on this show particularly just because like I said You always were more left brain in school than I was and you know now. I think you've gone the other way proven Surpassed me by far. I haven't really gone anywhere. I mean what would you say was a catalyst for you breaking the? The rigid structure of the left brain other than I would say mushrooms would be your answer But there's probably more to it Yeah, definitely mushrooms would be the initial catalyst I would say and it's been since then you know just a path of revealing. For me personally you know i feel like we were raised- We were brought up in this culture like we were taught this specific mindset that's very scientific and very dismissive of the occult or spiritual or dismissive as he was- As James was or Jim about whether
1:24:35 lightning striking has to do with the gods or not, he seems pretty defiant. I had to say well that's ridiculous people in the past were just crazy to believe that but um...that is has to do with context of what he was raised in and I read a really good quote I think this has a lot to do with my own awakening instead you go through a process of unlearning what we've all inherited and then you rediscover what is real and true for yourself. And so the imagery of this is
1:25:11 You don't leave any rock unturned. So you go back through your whole life and look at what has happened, and you flip over the rocks and say do I really think that's true? Is it really true that drinking 7-Up and having chicken noodle soup is going to cure the flu? I was told this was true! Yeah yeah. Well not long ago I had gotten sick I've been trying to not drink soda and when i wanted a Sprite, you know what? I know that a Sprite is just fucking sugar and high fructose corn syrup in water. And I don't know what it is but It makes me feel better and to me that's the power of the placebo effect. You know...it's just a way to take The idea of feeling better and manifest into some physical thing that I can ingest
1:26:01 I think it's the same idea with crystals. People are like, oh, I got this crystal because it gets me high energy and you just want high energy and it is kind of a placebo effect by taking this tool and putting in your pocket and feeling now that I have this I have high energy. And I really think it's all power of mind. Yeah, I think the placebo effect definitely has something to do with it because the way this actually works is you set up a symbol and you say, if I hold this specific crystal it's going to give me intuition or if I drink Sprite it's going to help me cure my illness. And if you believe it, if you add your own subjective truth to it—and this is what science can't really measure as subject of experience—but if you put belief into this symbol
1:26:55 then when you drink Sprite, it might have the placebo effect of actually working. Same about numerology too if you are attributing a lot of meaning to the number four or the number eight and then you see that it's going to trigger subjectively not something that can be measured but its gonna trigger subjectively meaning within you maybe it's gonna remind you certain things That kind of stuff. You can get meaning, if you put meaning into it you can get meaning back out of it It is a kind of chicken and the egg thing Like Is there meaning in the numbers that your recognizing or are you putting that meaning in the numbers? And If its the latter I mean to some extent it just seems like silliness
1:27:39 Yeah, it does. I mean and definitely to the scientist It seems like silliness because to someone who doesn't feel it to someone who doesn't Actually do it to them they're gonna say well this is an objective You know that's ridiculous you think about numbers And somethings get your gonna feel something but to the person who feels something when they see a number? It can't really be explained. Do you know I've used as real as anything oh to explain the color green to somebody who's color blind or something like that. They just don't, there is a blockage there they're not going understand it and it has to do with what you're open to accepting as the big thing with I guess my whole path into more of a right-brained existence trying to get in touch with my creativity is to just try to have an open mind let go
1:28:27 of, you know... people are so goddamn sure of everything in this world. When people say it's cold they're fucking sure that it is in fact cold whatever that means and that it is not possibly not cold right? There's no way somebody's comfortable yeah there's no way and this is not just me saying I'm cold your saying IT! This god damn thing all around us I'm this fucking thing is cold. I'm so sure of it So I am a big, you know, i'm not so sure of a lot of things right when you it's like tell that to A penguin or a polar bear that it's cold You know It's just your subjective experience and everybody's so confident to project that out And take it as You know written in stone