45:52 And there has been phenomenon recorded for hundreds of years, even in the 1800s people were reporting seeing flying airships or balloons. And over time the appearance of these things have changed as our technology has changed as a human race and have observed them in different shapes and forms right? I believe, I'm going to tell you some dreams that I had that were very significant to me. So I was 18 years old when the lady first came we were Pentecostal Christians for someone doesn't know what Pentecostal means it's very strict if you've seen The Righteous Gemstones and You see the people that are in the small-time church in tongues and singing gospel music? You know a really old timey sense That's what I come from Bible Belt North Carolina right
46:40 So you can imagine the existential shock when seeing these things as a child. And I was 18 years old, the lady comes she tells my dad which of course he turns around and tells me right away that she was known by Hathor but throughout time she's been known by many names and that she was the divine feminine, the hidden aspect of the Trinity of God. She said that the hidden one is Amun-Ra And I'm like, what? Isn't that that Egyptian character from that video game I've seen. You know what I mean? I didn't know what this meant. Stargate Yeah! That too. We loved Stargate growing up My dad was obsessed with it even before our experiences It was his favorite show but anyway so
47:21 I start thinking about this stuff really deeply. What does it mean? It's like on the one hand, I believe this because I'm seeing these kinds of things with my eyes and I know my dad is telling me the truth but then on the other hand, this isn't in the Bible and I'm a little concerned about how this meshes at that time I had no clue how it made sense but I just...I was like, I know this doesn't make sense to me right now but I'm just gonna go with it and it'll make sense someday kind of thing over time I started having dreams really powerful dreams And one of them, I was probably about 21 maybe 22 at the latest just out of college and i was still going to church at this point but I was kind of like over it. But I was waiting for the thing to get me out of it and I had this dream where Osiris was standing at the foot of my bed The only reason I knew what Osiris looked like was because I played a video game at the time called Smite It's like a little MOBA like League Of Legends or something
48:19 All the characters are based on gods from different myths and he's like a character in that game So I had seen images of him in a video game. I didn't know anything about Egyptian gods at the time just because especially Pentecostal Christians, you're like forbidden to study anything. My pastor literally told me oh you do martial arts just be careful not to get into a trance because demons might enter you Oh you're gonna do yoga? I don't recommend that demons my entry it was that kind of extreme thinking I didn't know anything about Egyptian gods right other than this little video game but i knew there was Osiris he was standing at the foot on my bed
48:56 And he had the green skin, the wraps, the headdress and all that. He's standing there at my bed in my dream and he is telling me things but there were no words being spoken I just had a sense that he was giving me important information. Then my dreams shifted and there was all these little frogs hopping around in my room. I was chasing them and one of the frogs died and I picked it up and felt really sad and held it in my hand then came back to life and started hopping again and I felt happy And now I understand that to probably mean like reincarnation, right? So I woke up after that dream and I was so tormented by this dream and what it meant. All day! I was working construction with my brother at the time because i just graduated from college all day I'm just like stuck in thought about this dream What does it mean?! This was so vivid to me but I was busy so I couldn't really dive into it until that night
49:48 Night comes around, I spend anywhere from six to eight hours researching Osiris and Egypt and all these different things which led me down this rabbit hole to like hermetics. And I found about hermeticism and was like this makes sense! This is what it means! As time went on, I started meeting more people in the CIA who...I would ask them questions and on the one hand they talk publicly and say one thing but then in private they say another And something that they would all indicate to me is that there into rosicrucian is on or the temp lars. All this stuff can tell her for example, the guy from diana's book by the way i was one of the people that put out his identity but anyway he told us in private he was like you guys should look into kundalini and sacred geometry
50:41 And he had a shirt with the Ouroboros on it and he was like, you know what the six-pointed star means? We're like no isn't it to start David is like No The triangle pointing up as the masculine aspect of God or creation and the triangle pointing down as the feminine and you merge them together And we just saying all this stuff. We were like whoa You know never heard of it. It was like you guys need to research sacred geometry. It's very important and Anyway, so I had that dream some people Let's just say in the CIA encouraged me to look into rose accretion is on there like it'll help you can understand a little bit more about what's going on so. I sell that to say that my journey has led me down this road of studying the soteric,
51:28 And as you study the esoteric, you find that the great secret is that there is a divine feminine. This is true in Gnosticism. This is true in Rosicrucianism. This is true in the Templar Knights. I'm not that into Freemasonry if I'm being honest and really care to look that much into it but... You find this theme that there's a divine feminine and it is like this very important kind of taboo secret force that has been guarded by these orders for thousands of years And it's like, huh? No shit. Yeah I'm right there with you where you go down these rabbit holes and then you hear what the secret is at the end and you're like that's it That's what all this is about people are dying over this yeah a lot of people say It's sex magic to in the OTO and stuff they'll say well with the very highest level it's just sex magic and it's like Well What Is Sex Magic What's Accomplishable With Sex Magic and then you get into the parson stuff and the idea that
52:26 I mean we are all affected by astrology at least i think astrology is a real thing the positioning of the cosmos when you're born has an effect on your personality so then if that's true can you game that can you intentionally conceive and deliver children at specific times for specific reasons And that gets into the parson stuff because the Babylon working is trying to bring down a certain being into a woman through ritual and can it be done i don't know but it is interesting to think like maybe that's what they mean by sex magic maybe they just didn't know what an orgasm was thousand years ago or try to figure out.