Topic: Bernie Brockman

Jay Parker details a traumatic ritual involving the sacrifice of a young girl transported from Long Beach, California, to Arden, Delaware. During the event, Parker experienced a profound out-of-body state where he observed glowing blue pyramids and entities he identified as "the watchers." This ritual was used by his parents to argue that physical reality is a simulation and that death is merely the destruction of an avatar.

Following the death of his friend Brandon Ploner due to ritual abuse, Jay Parker attempted to rebel against his family and requested to be adopted out. He describes the trauma of witnessing the town veterinarian, Bernie Brockman, removing the boy's body. Parker eventually severed all ties with his family to prevent them from "rebooting" his mental programming, a move he considers essential for his survival.