26:24 Saw that there's like much like for women. There's multiple different organs that facilitate a male orgasm in different types But we cut those off of children, so we're left with just one organism And it's kind of a really messed up thing. You don't know what you're missing, so a lot of men just kind of write it off as like well is what it is but yeah, it's significant. It's more significant than people realize but I guess talk to us about some of these things your own experiences and you know what other people might be missing? I guess just to go back to what you said about the addiction, that is something that I've not really talked a lot about publicly obviously because it's a bit embarrassing at first when you realize that you have some sort of problem. And especially in this area of sex and pornography which is so prevalent in our society. You can go on the internet right now and spend a day down the Pornhub rabbit hole. It's very detrimental though
27:20 for a lot of reasons. And I think, for me chief among them was that you know i did have some sexual trauma in my youth that I did not really address until I was probably 35. I'm 39 now, you know? And it's like... I didn't realize how that was driving and dictating my behavior just this one experience when i was 18 years old essentially formed the entire 20s and early 30s drove me to some unhealthy behaviors and habits and relationships It wasn't until I dug into Reich's work that I started to make sense of what I was dealing with in my own body, that I wasn't an addict necessarily. That what I was doing is exhibiting what he would call compulsive behavior and habitual behavior as a means to try to get my body back to homeostasis
28:20 And there was something about my biology that wasn't balanced and my hormones or, you know, just overall health. Like there was just something about me that wasn't in balance." And learning about his work led me to this idea that I just described to you about orgastic potency and how I had realized that I had never experienced that before. And then beyond that, this attempt to feel better all the time like whenever I would feel down or depressed or anxious like some people pick up a bottle of Jack Daniels. Some people snort crack, I don't know like there's so many different vices and addictions out there and mine was just you know i'm just gonna sit down and just try to clear this energy out. And I think in hindsight it may be one of the healthiest addictions that you could have or compulsions because it feels good of course but then you're not satisfied afterwards and it wasn't until I came across these ideas that I just shared with you guys
29:20 that I started to process my own biology and how my body worked. And granted, I'm just using one man's explanation of this. This is not a panacea. This is not an end all be all solution. I do think Reich has a holistic form of health here that could be studied by a lot of people and find benefit from but I'm not going to hang my hat on this as the only way but for me This felt like the way because of my own life story because of my own experiences this clicked for me and it made sense And it wasn't until I started to focus on my body Energetically, my energetic health in general. This goes beyond diet this goes beyond supplementation This even goes beyond exercise in a lot of ways
30:04 It wasn't until I started to focus on my body energetically that i started to feel some of that stuck energy clear out. And it's been a years-long process for me, and I've kind of avoided sexual encounters during that process because I didn't think that was, at some point a healthy expression of my own behavior. Was to continue to be compulsive and habitual in this act. And so I just took a break. I was abstinent for a long time and just allowed my body to sort of course correct itself by focusing more on that energetic component, which you've had many shows about this. I've done bile field tuning with Eileen McKusick. I've done sound healing with some other practitioners. You know, I've done some Kundalini exercises. I've done all of these things that you've talked about and that your audience is familiar with. I kind of feel like my body is a laboratory
30:59 It's a gift for me to experience life in this body right now, and I should test it. I should put myself in different situations where I'm feeling different types of sensations and different types of energy flow." And so I went into all of this. I've done light therapy, I've done hyperbaric oxygen stuff, I've done cold therapy... All this stuff was important in getting me back to a sort of baseline I could function what I would call more normally for myself in my own body to just feel more like I was a functional organism and not this sort of rigid mechanical robot walking around bipedally, just going through the motions so to speak. But the thing is it's just how a lot of us live. We kind of do have these repetitive motions that we go through every day and we don't know why. And it's very abnormal
31:56 anti-life, if you think about it. It's not living and so I just came around to all this and reading what Reichs work intellectually and philosophically and then doing some of the things that i just mentioned just led me to this breakthrough where I met someone new we started a relationship It was the first time I went into a relationship like this with this body of mine, right? With this mind of mine. This sort of cleared out energy. I just felt more like myself and... The experiences that I've had in this relationship sexually speaking are so night and day to what I experienced before where you know, I don't want to go too much into the gory details of it because I don't think that's why we're here And I know I'm rambling on about this Greg So I apologize but those experiences
32:47 I don't know people are missing out because they kind of scared the shit out of me in a lot of ways. Because I felt so energized that I was overwhelmed by it and if you ever like have, if you've ever like woken up when your arms asleep? Like you sleep on your arm wrong and you got that feeling of just like you can't feel anything sure That's kind of how it felt in a more positive way It's a similar feeling but it didn't feel...like I wasn't worried about it. It was just like there were these these energetic sensations just shooting down my arms. I've never felt this before, and it was overwhelming and I had to sort of stop myself and be like what is going on here? And the satisfaction that I found afterwards from that experience was very different than any other type of satisfaction that I have... Well, I guess I can't even say that I would been
33:37 satisfied before, you know? This sort of energetic release was something that I think that I had built myself up to over the course of a few years of just focusing on myself. And it sort of coalesced in that moment, so to speak. So again, I don't want to say people are missing out on it but Reich would say you are, absolutely. I don't want to say that but Reich would say you all are missing out on this. This is how your biology is supposed to function. You're supposed to feel this. Your body is supposed to convulse and it's supposed to be releasing energy when you build this sort of excitation up in your body like this is how you are supposed to function. You are a functional organism. You are not mechanical
34:18 And I think that when you look at not just your behaviors every day, but if you want to go into your sex life. Look how you have sex? Is it mechanical or is it just going through the motion so-to speak? Or is there a form and function of what you're doing right? How was that expressed in the climax of that act? I didn't mean to put you on blast with all your personal life, but it helps to inform why out of all the subjects you might have covered in your podcast. You gravitated to this and it helps validate that there is some merit in Reich's perspective because you do have lived experience that
34:56 shows that you did reach a new level by diving deeper down this particular rabbit hole. And of course, as you know from a podcast that does focus a little more on the esoteric and magical side they say the secret at the heart of Freemasonry or the OTO is the uses of sexual energy and maybe how intertwined it can be with manifestation. And these are just other elements of sexual energy that are totally off the radar for most people, even though we have partners, we consider them loves our lives, our best friends, we do The Act for decades with them and sometimes we don't even explore