18:51 comfort zone, their routines that sort of thing. So that's a good overview of Nichols influences. Of course he became a teacher of this system eventually but let's get deeper into his diaries what are some of the most interesting things that you discovered from them? A thousand pages is quite a lot well I tell you this is the thing that was complete shock to me and it's a complete surprise too some people know who he is most people don't these days The fourth way in Gurdjieff and Dostoyevsky, they had a vogue popularly sort of like the 70s and into the early 80s. And then they haven't been quite as out there popular as much but back then people knew who he was. So reason I say that is some people that know about him and have read the book and maybe just completely surprised. Well to put it bluntly after reading these thousand page diary one of the things that comes across is that Nicol had an obsession with sex
19:52 And as I say in the book and in other interviews, an obsession he pursued with one hand if you know what I mean. And that's a famous definition of pornography or French definition of pornography is literature one reads with one hand. The diaries themselves they're written in this fragmentary way and they were unearthed by a researcher in Enver, a university up there who's writing a thesis on nickel. Because the thing that he is known for along with teaching the system his own peculiar variant of it we can say is what we can call esoteric Christianity
20:32 And he's known for these slim volumes, a book called The New Man and another one called The Mark in which he interprets the parables in the Gospels of the New Testament from an esoteric point-of-view of the fourth way sort of teaching. And Edinburgh is interested in Niccol from that perspective. He discovered they were in possession of the daughter of one of Niccoll's students because towards the end of his life he had quite a big following I saw in London, had close to a thousand people coming to like these weekend gatherings. One of his students had these diaries in a box along with other stuff and this vague kind of allusions to A diary here and there in some of the writing about him but what they unearthed were stacks and stacks of these notebooks and this fellow who transcribed them in the sense he put them in a Word document. They're all written fragmentary it's
21:31 He's interpreting his dreams, daily events. And there are two batches of them. One of them is the early years when he was working with Jung and they chart the time up until he decides to leave and start following Uspensky. Then later on, there is a longer period during the 40s into the early 50s as he died in 1953. But I said this was this obsession that he pursued with one hand but it was in the context of kind of sacred sexuality because he engages in these sorts of inner dialogues with a kind of eternal feminine figure, who in one sense is the mother goddess or the Gurtis Avigavebische, you know, eternal feminine who leads us upward. But on the other sense there's this salacious sexual creature that engages in what we would call sort of transgressive sexual fantasies
22:29 But it's aimed at trying to get into these exalted states, I guess you'd say like in sort of Tantra. But the thing with Niccol is that he was brought up Scottish or he was brought up as a Scots Presbyterian which is very, very dour pessimistic sin-ridden Christian and he also had this alpha male father who's not that well known today but back in the day in the early 20th century his father William Robertson Niccoll was a very important sort of literary, religious political kind of figure writing in all the major magazines and newspapers and things of that sort. And they live not far from where I live here in London area called Hampstead which is very nice and green and leafy back then would have been considered almost a countryside. He's sort of fellow who was like smoking all the time and there was a telephone as the stack of papers there and he has no time for the kids and all this kind of thing. Morris was very sensitive aesthetic arty
23:30 He played guitar, he painted. He wrote stories The interesting thing about him is that he had this pseudonym, Martin Swain. He wrote a bestselling book that was made into hit stage production and actually was made into a film. It's one of the British Film Institutes on their Great Lost Film list and it's called Lord Richard in the Pantry. The only way I can describe it, I don't know if you probably remember this but 1930s there was a screwball comedy called My Man Godfrey. It's William Powell and I think it's Carol Lombard. an aristocrat, though the upper class pretends to be a butler. Trading places? Yeah I guess yeah yes but this is say 1918 or something they're doing it so he was actually quite successful but he always thought it was in the shadow of this hyper dominant sort of father so Nicol grew up quite repressed
24:23 And he never got over a kind of sense of shame and guilt about this self-sex eroto mystical practice sort of thing. So, a lot of the diary is him battling with himself and having these conversations. The people who worked on it – there's another fellow who got me involved in the book in the first place, he was the one that asked if I'd be interested in writing a book about him – they see these diaries as sort his kind of red book, you know Jung's Red Book. This collection of paintings and all this stream-of-consciousness sort of stuff that he produced during the years following the breakup with Freud who was going through this turbulent psychic upheaval and so on but I mean Jung's Red Book... You can read it as a straight narrative but Nichols isn't like that It is all very fragmentary He writes in code and we are not quite sure
25:18 exactly who and what, you know. So it's for scholars I would say yes by all means get it published but I'm not trying to think down the idea of putting it out for public consumption but just to say it's not that kind of straightforward thing But I have to say I mean slogging through a thousand pages on it...but you do get an insight into someone It's the sort of thing you don't get with well hardly get with anybody but you don't get mostly with figures teaching these sort of esoteric philosophies. And, you know he just sees the human being like the rest of us so all of his failings and all that come out and all this sort of thing it's one of the things when I first saw this i said oh my god what am I going to do with this because in one sense even saying the book people teaching an esoteric system have a hard enough time to begin with being taken seriously to find out that oh you're teaching this sort of system about higher consciousness and all this sort of thing
26:16 Meanwhile, you're pursuing this kind of shadow side of yourself. And that's the other thing too there is no indication in any his books. There is no indication that anyone around him knew I can't help but think somebody suspected something. That's why it was a revelation and Timmy Nicole too he comes across as very friendly congenial kind of fellow if you know Gorgie sort like crazy guru or zen master just whacks you over your head sometimes whatever And Uspensky was this kind of stern logician, you know taskmaster and through sheer mental effort in trying to understand the ideas in the system. But Nikolaus somebody you could sit with at the pub and have a pint and he was like the country doctor or the local vicar Or... You could see him turning up as a character one of these Hercule Poirot stories or Agatha Christie or you know the kind of 1930's
27:13 murder mysteries in England when, you know one of the characters is the local doctor and he was just a very much more approachable kind of character. And then to read in this diary that he was caught up in this kind of inner turmoil and struggle between his sexual desires, his spiritual desire which we saw as being sort of together. He kinda saw it transcendence of everyday reality involved in sort of religion and spirituality with this kind of transgressive sexuality kind of thing. They're both sort of breaking the boundaries, but again it wasn't like a philosophy was... It wasn't like Alistair Crowley who at the same time is pursuing a lot of sexual magic kinds of things with anything he could get his hands on as it were and he's out in front about it. Nicole was always in the closet you can't help but ask why was that?